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Sunday, November 13th, 2005

Subject:GIVING UP!!!
Time:11:06 am.
Mood: apathetic.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so this is the last time anyone hears from me... Frankie hates me now, so I have no reason to be online anymore....
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Friday, November 11th, 2005

Subject:Fuck it all!!!!!
Time:10:23 am.
Mood: depressed.
My parent seriously need to die... My mother's pc is broken and their blaming it on me..... WTF!!!! I'm not the only one who uses it... Grrrrrr...Danm it,, I sooo hope I get out of here be my next birthday or I'm gunna kill myself. I can't take my parents.. So yeah, my sister got an incomplete on her report card and he's like "Your only here to serve us[parents]" What the hell is that about..... Damn it..and my shrink wonders why I still cut...
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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005

Subject:Singing songs that make u slit ur wrists......
Time:7:02 pm.
Mood: drained.
SO yeah, I'm depressed, my best friends depressed so we no longer hang out, two of my other friends r idiots. So would it be all that bad if I thought about slitting my wrists today?????
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Saturday, November 5th, 2005

Subject:Most annoying
Time:3:43 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Wanna know what the most fucking annoying thing is?????? When u have a bestfriend that refuses your help when they're having problems.... Its like they don't trust you or they think that u don't deserve to be able to help them or something..... I dunno,,,,,,, it just upsets me.
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Monday, October 31st, 2005

Time:8:55 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
Ack.. Frankie is cheating on me with Jepha.....They were haveing 'romantic moments' while getting candy with Branden and Rachel. So yeah, I dressed up like Gerard (of course) black clothes, black/white striped tie and the 'mask'... Frankie dressed up like she was supose to too... So yeah.. we walked like 2 miles, we were gunna walk more, but Frankie and Jeph are lazy asses.
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Sunday, October 30th, 2005

Time:12:35 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
So yeah, My saying actually works... Frankie wrote me a note that says 'I'm not babysitting tonight so I can come over this weekend. YAY!"' (The exact words) SO yeah,, I thought about all the last times she said she'd come over but the day that she was; she felt sick.. so yeah, I thought that this time would be the same and lo and behold.. She was sick..... again... just like the last 2 times.... so yeah. (I need a new word) Matt was standing next to me and said that Frankie was making up the excuses to avoid me, and I looked at her and said most likely..... So yeah....We should be hanging out on Halloween, but yeah... I'm not expecting it to happen with how things have been.....
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005

Subject:Tile Change....... again
Time:2:55 pm.
Mood: calm.
So yeah. I felt that I had to name my journal after the lyrics 'If you feel like dying you might wanna sing
' for the Used 'Let it Bleed' because when I in 'trouble' I'll blast my music and sing to it because it'll take my mind off my the need to cut and stuff. So.... yeah...... what else.... Oh! Bert called my up at around 9-10 late night, I only got to yell at Frankie for being "irrisponsible" and not doing what she's supose to before Berts phone died........
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Saturday, October 22nd, 2005

Time:7:47 pm.
Mood: bored.
So yeah... Frankie hasn't talked to me in like 3 days........ So yeah... I dunno... its wierd.,, Nothing else has happened, its sad.. I'm so bored.
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005

Time:1:39 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
So, yeah.. I broke my first rule: As long as you don't get your hopes up, you can take anything... You feel less pain.: The fucking Bastards failed me on my license..... again.

So yeah know what, I don't give a fuck anymore, I'm never doing it again.... I just give up on everything.
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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005

Subject:*bangs head on desk*
Time:6:03 am.
Mood: guilty.
I fucked up again.......... but thats to be expected of me............
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Sunday, October 16th, 2005

Subject:bunch of randomness
Time:6:55 pm.
Mood: bored.
Name:Jamie Lynn Frost
Birthplace:Haverhill, Mass
Current Location:Jay, Maine
Eye Color:hazel
Hair Color:blonde
Piercings:1 in each ear
Overused Phraze:Whats up?
Candy:anything suckable
Color:black, dark red, dark purple
Alcohol Drink:none
Body Part on Opposite sex:none
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing:niether
Strawberry or Watermelon:strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:Hot tea
Chocolate or Vanillachocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:hot chocolate
Kiss or Hug:hug
Dog or Cat:cat
Rap or Punk:neither
Summer or Winter:summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:scary movies
Love or Money:love
Bedtime:10:30 (school days)
Most Missed Memory:I don't have many.
Best phyiscal feature:smile
First Thought Waking Up:Ack!
Goal for this year:Pass school
Best Friends:Sylvia, Rachel
Fears:being: forgotten, ignored, used
Heritage:1/2 Italian 1/2 ?
Longest relationship:none
Ever Drank:no
Ever Smoked:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been beaten up:yes
Ever beaten someone up:yes
Ever Shoplifted:no
Ever Skinny Dipped:no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:no
Been Dumped Lately:no
Favorite Eye Color:any
Favorite Hair Color:black
Short or Long:long
Height:under 6'
Looks or Personality:open-minded, a little crazy, not demanding
Hot or Cutecute
Drugs and Alcohol:niether
Muscular or Really Skinny:skinny
Number of Regrets in the Past:not telling my friends I cut
What country do you want to Visit:JAPAN!!!
How do you want to Die:painfully
Been to the Mall Lately:no
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Get along with your Parents:no
Health Freak:kinda
Do you think your Attractive:no
Believe in Yourself:no
Want to go to College:yes
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Drink:no
Shower Daily:yes
Been in Love:no
Do you Sing:yes
Want to get Married:maybe
Do you want Children: only addopted
Have your future kids names planned out:yes
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:depends
Hate anyone:yes


It's you and My Chemical Romance stuck in a lift! what will happen?
Name / Username
Gerard will: have hot sex with you
Frank will: have sex with you
mikey will: sit and cuddle you in a corner
ray will: do a 'repunzal'
bob will: try and have sex with everyone in the lift
in the end: bob realizes he hadn't actually pushed the open button on the door
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New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!

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Friday, October 14th, 2005

Subject:Heh... interesting day
Time:8:47 pm.
Mood: calm.
So Mikey (My baby sis Steph, age 13) and Matt(sis friend, also 13) were going outside and my mother caught them sneaking out NewPorts (Cigarettes) they said it was Micheal's (12 year old bastard) So yeah.. the three are gounded... its so funny cuz I might get my room back. YAY!!! No more sleeping in a hallway. So yeah. And the funny thing is,,, When Micheal first showed up at my house I told him to get lost, but my mom said to be nice.. so everytime I see her I'm like 'I told u so!!'.... Frankie keeps getting on and off line. My head is 'screaming' that she doesn't want to talk to me cuz she has better things to do then talk to a fucked up person........ I REALLY need meds....

So.... yeah.... thats all thats happened... Hopefully frankie will fix my art when she has the time... and gives me her fucking Bratz Car, that I've need for Physics for like 2 weeks now.... So times, I think I should listen to my head..

OH! I changed the title.... lol... the title is MY philosophy on life...
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Monday, October 10th, 2005

Subject:Its been a while.
Time:8:54 am.
Mood: indescribable.
So yeah. my party was ok. My 'guests' had a frosting fight..... Err so yeah. I was talking to Frankie yesterday, everything was fine til Bert and Jepha came to her house, after awhile Frankie got to into them and started to ignore me... My brain keep giving my thought about how I'm being used, she only talked to me cuz there was no one else. and when someone does Frankie has no reason to talk to me.................... OR it could be true thats I'm bipolar and none of my thoughts are real, but....... I dunno. I stopped going to my shrink........ Oh! and Bert lost the remote to my t.v..... so now I'm unable to set my t.v. so I can play video games.
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Wednesday, October 5th, 2005

Time:3:40 pm.
Mood: worried.
Hiya people! I'm currently at school using the laptops and 'looking' up info on hiccups, eye color changing, and hair dye damage... Yeah. So Frankie is comming over on the bus (YAY) and I might have a party this weekend... I dunno yet... So yeah.. I'm in Chemistry and its sooooooo boring... So I might be going to the movies soon,,, once there is a good movie comming out.......... I just found out hair dye may cause cancer.but no ones sure...lol, ack bell rang g2g!
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005

Time:5:24 pm.
Mood: My friends don't talk to me.
Hey, Yeah, so my best friend got me obsessed with Sonny Moore.. *cries* I'm losing my sanity... Err yeah ,, SO like I have a 37 in Physics and a 70 in bio for grades,,, heh heh... ANYWAYS! yeah, so like my friend kisses me on the cheek for a joke.. but ya know what..... I really didn't want to know that the first kiss I get is as a joke.,,,, LOL.... I'm not surpised that it happened,,, nothing in my life goes as I want it....
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005

Time:10:08 am.
Mood: weird.
Yeah. so my haircut was done and its up to my shoulders and layered. my mom says I look like my grandmother from the 70s and my friend Bert says I look like a news reporter.... So I dunno if its a good thing or not..Yeah so my best friend Frankie tell me I should go to her house (2 weeks ago) and she still hasn't gotten around to it. Damn kids. Ummm. Oh I had some really weird/fucked up dream... My sister Mikey and I were arguing at school and she had a heart attack and I watched her died.....errrr yeah. *looks at readers* DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!!!! I SAID IT WAS FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005

Time:3:50 pm.
Mood: bored.
Anyone like my new userpic????? Its sooooo cool.. Lol..Yeah.. So me hair is sooo wierd its strange having it so short.. Err.. yeah.. thats all today.
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Time:7:18 am.
Mood: groggy.
Yeah, so its like 7am-ish and I'm bored. My sisters are on the bus.. lol, so yeah. I'm sitting here waiting til 9 to see if the hair salon I'm going to will be open by then... SO yeah. I dunno. I'm watching the news too, and they're talking about a dolphin,.... Errr yeah... So, I'll just shut up now and go back to reading.
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Monday, September 26th, 2005

Time:5:02 pm.
Yeah so this is like my second journal and my first one sux so I'm making a new one... Err, yeah.. anyways. I'm like so bored now and since company is over I have yet to get my hair cut and its annoying. I'm hoping to get it styled like Gerard Way's from My Chemical Romance, but I doubt she'd let me... Damn bitch... Yeah, so I got busted at school cuz I get bored in Physics and I scratched 'Frankie' on the inside of my arm with a piece of metal, so yeah.its still visible, Oh well. Yeah. So if anyone has pics of anything M.C.R. and so on I want copies..lol. Yeah.. So thats it for now.
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